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New Age To Catholic

Why I left the New Age and occult and returned to my Catholic faith

All God's Doors

September 1, 2023

My Struggle 

I worked on the long form of my testimony all last week and by Friday I was ready to give up on it - with only one chapter left to write. 

But it wasn't that last unwritten chapter that was at fault.  It was another chapter - Chapter 7 - where I talk about my time as an Evangelical Protestant. Or try.

And the story isn't even all that complicated.

This is the short version:

I left the New Age and occult in late 2017 (around the same time as New Age guru Doreen Virtue). Doreen Virtue didn't play a part in my decision to leave the New Age and occult. But she did influence me after.

I joined a few of the Evangelical Protestant Facebook groups run by Doreen Virtue's fellow "New Age to Christianity" co-authors and others.

I listened to what was said by the New Age to Christianity crowd and other Reform-leaning Evangelicals on Facebook and YouTube. I read books by John McArthur other Evangelical authors.

I began to accept what I was hearing. And the thing I was hearing the most was that the Bible contained the full and complete deposit of faith and that the Catholic Church had disregarded it to "make up" their own doctrine.

This was possible only because I didn't know anything really about the Church I'd left behind some 20 years earlier.

But I had issues with other aspects of Protestand theology in spite of that.

My Issues with Protestant Theology

I couldn’t help noticing that there was a lot of disagreement  among Protestants about the interpretation of Scripture. And I sometimes felt that Bible passages were used out of context in order to prove a point. 

I found idea that once we’re saved; we're guaranteed a place in heaven, no matter what, hard to accept. 

I doubted that God had stopped providing private spiritual revelation at the close of the first century.  Especially because I knew for a fact that the enemy could, and did, reveal all kinds of things to humans in order to ensnare them. 

To me, the idea that Satan could exert more influence over us than God, didn't seem right.

So I was glad to discover John Wesley and the charismatic Protestant denominations. I parted ways with the Evangelicals. I went on to join a Pentecostal church where everyone believed that God was still talking. 

I liked being a Pentecostal. But I still didn't feel that basing every belief on various, and sometimes contradictory, interpretations of Scripture worked. And I continued to think that there had to be more to getting to heaven than a single salvation experience.

This wasn't what brought me back to Church. That was God's doing. But, in my heart, I knew my objections were valid.

Trying to Write This in My Testimony

I have a lot of clarity about Protestantism and why it didn't work for me. I don't have any trouble talking about it on the podcast or on YouTube. I don't even mind writing about it here in the blog. 

But when I sat down to try to explain my experience with Protestantism in Chapter 7 of my testimony, none of that helped.

I became overwhelmed and discouraged. I wondered (for about the 100th time) if I shouldn't just forget about writing the testimony altogether, and move on to something else. 

But I still felt called. So I decided to pray about it. 

I asked my guardian angel to illuminate my intellect. I asked Mary to intercede on my behalf. I asked Jesus to show me if writing my testimony was, or wasn't, part of His plan.

And then, I listened to Women of Grace on EWTN. 

Which is something I rarely do.

The First Door

The episode that aired on "Women of Grace" on Monday was called Debunking Sola Scriptura. It featured Catholic apologist and author of Blue Collar Apologetics: How to Explain and Defend Catholic Teaching Using Common Sense, Simple Logic, and the Bible (affiliate link) John Martignoni.

I listened to the episode as I cleaned the kitchen and, after hearing John talk, I felt confident that his book would help me with Chapter 7 of my mine. So I ordered Blue Collar Apologetics AND preordered John's new book A Blue Collar Answer to Protestantism: Catholic Questions Protestants Can’t Answer (affiliate link). 

And that was answered prayer number one.

Answered prayer number two was the content itself.

John explained issues surrounding Sola Scriptura (the idea that all Christian knowledge is explicitly contained in the Bible) and Sola Fide (the belief that we're saved by faith alone, no matter what). As I listened, I realized that the problems I'd instinctively had with Evangelical thinking were some of the actual core differences between Protestant and Catholic belief.

Or maybe my objections weren't instinctive. Maybe they were something I half remembered from RCIA. Or maybe my guardian angel was giving me a nudge. But my point is - the problems I had with Protestantism aren't bad points to make in a book. 

This was something I really needed to hear. And I began to feel better about Chapter 7 and the testimony as a whole.

The Second Door

I couldn't help feeling that something had guided me to that episode.

I was excited to think that my guardian angel might be illuminating my intellect just as I had asked. Not in a bolt of lightning, here is the information wrapped up with a bow kind of way. But by providing me with the encouragement and resources I needed to get the job done.

I was so buoyed up by this that I decided to keep listening to Women of Grace as I made dinner. So I let my podcast player move on to the previous episode, as I have set it up to do.

I didn't even look at the title of that episode. But I had to smile when I heard it:

Miraculous Stories from the Intercession of Angels.

The Third Door

I listened to part of that episode and then after dinner, as I did the dishes, I listened to the rest.

A woman called into the show praising host Johnnette William's book on the New Age. I wondered if that book might be another resource that would help in both my media and with the testimony. Interestingly, I already had the book but hadn't gotten around to reading it.

I resolved that I would.

But the part show that helped me most was the advice Johnnette gave to a woman who wanted to know how she could participate in the ministry of Woman of Grace. 

That advice follows:

I think that when we have a desire on our heart - and this is just... good advice for everyone. When we have a deep desire on our heart I think it's beautiful to take that before the Lord and to ask Him... to help us to see - is this coming from... a prompting of the Holy Spirit or is it coming from myself? [Because] every Ministry that God raises up, He raises up for a purpose. [So] when we have a desire and we know that it's a holy desire, then we assume that the Holy Spirit is prompting. And as I always told the Lord - especially when He was leading me to give Fiat to what it is that I do today (and I didn't know what it was I just had this tremendous desire that was burning in me I thought my heart would burst... [and] I wanted to do whatever it was...) I made a promise to Him - and I've lived by this promise - and that is: I will walk through every door that You open. You open the door and I will walk through.  - Johnnette Williams, Women of Grace Episode August 28, 2023
Does this mean that God wants me to write this testimony? Not necessarily. But I believe that He opened some doors this week for a reason. And, because of that, I think I'm on the right track.

I also think that God wants all of us to keep praying and keep paying attention. And that, when He opens a door for us, we should be prepared to walk through.
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You can watch the short video I made about this experience here: When God Opens a Door.

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God Opens a Door (Video)

August 31, 2023


I made a short video today talking about my recent experience when listening to "Women and Grace" and how I felt God opened a door for me in regard to my testimony. 

You can read the full blog post on my experience here: All God's Doors.

If you're reading this post via the newsletter and the video player isn't displaying, please visit my YouTube channel at the following link: https://youtu.be/yYQG5DHsHjk?si=BgJChM5ZjLXYoi_p to watch. 
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  • The name of the author I mention in the video is John Martignoni. His book Blue Collar Apologetics: How to Explain and Defend Catholic Teaching Using Common Sense, Simple Logic, and the Bible  (affiliate link) is available on Amazon 
  • Please note: This post includes affiliate links. This means that if you purchase something through on of my links, I'll earn a small percentage from the sale - at no cost to you.
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First Step to a Better Relationship with Our Guardian Angel (Podcast EP 20)

August 24, 2023


This is my 20th podcast episode overall and my second podcast in a row on the topic of angels. And I'll be honest; I have very mixed feelings about podcasting on God's holy angels. 

I want to talk about what I'm learning about the angels. I'd like to try to counteract some of the misinformation out there on the topic. And I would like to make up for having contributed to that during my time in the New Age.

But I'm finding it difficult. Writing a blog post isn't too bad but podcasting is challenging. But I'm going to keep at and see how it goes. For now.

Anyway this is my most recent episode. It's based on insight I had when reading about angels in the Bible.

About This Episode

What can we do to build a better relationship with our Guardian Angel? What is one key thing we can do in order to benefit from his guidance?

In this episode of the podcast I talk about the first of Fr. Matthew Hinck's 12 steps to building a better friendship with our guardian angel. 

The Scripture reference for this episode is drawn from Luke 1 & 2 which talks about St. Gabriel's annunciation to the Blessed Mother and Gabriel's earlier visit to Zacharias to announce the birth of St. John the Baptist.

The teaching reference for the episode is Fr. Matthew Hinck's retreat conference The Guardian Angels and Our Spiritual Life which is available as an MP3 download from OpusAngelorum.org.

For more on this topic please see: Grace or the Lack of It and 12 Ways to Deepen Our Friendship with the Angels

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Happy Birthday Blog!

August 22, 2023


About Today 

I started my first blog on my birthday and so I did that with this blog too. With the old metaphysical blog doing that was arbitrary. With this one, it is not.

That is because today, August 22nd, 2022, isn't just my birthday or the blog's. It's the feast of the Queenship of Mary.  The Queenship of Mary falls on the octave (8th day) after the Assumption and celebrates the coronation of Mary Queen of Heaven. 

Which makes today a good day to write about about Mary. And reminds me that it's been a while since I did. 

I have been writing and podcasting about angels a lot lately. This is because I'm in spiritual formation with the Opus Angelorum and I'm learning and I like to share. I also love my guardian angel and am happy to be a candidate for consecration to him through the OA. 

But I've consecrated myself to the Immaculate Heart of Mary, too, and I love everything about the Blessed Mother. I love her example and learning about the different Marian apparitions, and saying the Rosary. And I love invoking her many beautiful names.

Our Lady of Mercy. Our Lady of Fatima. Our Lady of Perpetual Help. Queen of Heaven. Mystic Rose. And, of course, Queen of Angels. 

About the Blog

This blog isn't explicitly dedicated to Mary. But it is my outreach to others who may have left the Faith and gotten involved, however peripherally, in the New Age. And so I like the idea that today on Mary's feast day, I'm officially giving it a new name. 

The new name is New Age to Catholic (just like the podcast) and there is a new custom domain  (NewAgeToCatholic.com) that goes with the change. I will be posting all the podcast epsiodes and related content here at NewAgeToCatholic.com. 

There is also a new facebook page at facebook.com/NewAgeToCatholic.

The podcast is still called New Age To Catholic. You can find it on most popular podcast apps and at its new URL at NewAgeToCatholic.org (I had to give the podcast a dot org after reassigning the dot com here)

So that's all the birthday news. Happy feast of the Queenship or Mary and happy birthday blog and happy birthday to me.

And a special, heartfelt thanks to everyone who has stuck with me on this crazy journey. I can't wait to see what the next year will bring!


Taken two years ago on Assumption Sunday  in my home town.

Mary concieved without sin, pray for us who have recourse to thee!

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Cemeteries, Demons & EVPs

August 3, 2023


There was a time when I was fascinated with cemeteries.  When I was involved in paranormal investigation and mediumship, in fact, they were my favorite place for recording EVPs and taking spirit photos.  

So it's not surprising really that while other people's Memorial Day trips to the cemetery were all about remembering their loved ones, my focus was on talking to spirits.

A Paranormal Memorial Day


There was one Memorial Day in particular when I visited the cemetery where my family was buried.  I had the best of intentions.  I'd even brought begonias to plant.  

But before those begonias were even in the ground, I'd began to think about spirits.

I didn't have the recorder I liked to use for paranormal investigation with me so I decided to take a picture and look for orbs. But when I pulled out my fully charged phone, it abruptly shut down. 

I'd fried my old phone, trying to take the spirit photo, a year or two earlier..  This current phone was the replacement. So I was annoyed that I'd even taken it out of the car.  Annoyed but not afraid.  Because it was my belief then that nothing on "the other side" could possibly hurt me.

I tried to restart my phone with no luck at all.  So I decided to leave and check it phone again a few miles away from the cemetery. 

Driving away, I felt the a presence with me in the car.  It wasn't a peaceful presence.  Instead it felt jangly and hyper.  I had the sense that there were multiple spirits present.  There was a giddy kind of energy that I found disturbing.

But, because of my occult belief system, I pushed my sense of unease aside, and decided to having a conversation.  I told the spirits about what I was up to, asked for advice and waited for a response.

A few moments later, my phone turned back on.  I plugged in the auxiliary cable and started to listen to the audio book I'd played on my way to the cemetery but all I heard was static.  In between the bursts of interference I heard the word 'path.'  Thinking of my question, I decided to take that word as a go.

Because everything, when it came to spirit communication, was always a go. 

Back to the Cemetery 

The first rule: in persons who are going from mortal sin to mortal sin, the enemy is ordinarily accustomed to propose apparent pleasures to them, leading them to imagine sensual delights and pleasures in order to hold them more and make them grow in their vices and sins.  - The Rules of St. Ignatius


Since my phone was now working, I turned the car around and went back to the cemetery to try to capture some orbs.  A part of me was hoping to receive more information from the spirits as well.

By the time I got back to the cemetery the spirits were no longer talking.  So I took a few photos and left.  On the way home, my audio book played clearly through the stereo speakers.  My phone continued to function.

I don't even remember now, what kind of advice I asked for that day.  But whatever it was I'm quite sure I took it heart.  

It never occurred to me then that the spirits who spoke to me might not have my best interests at heart.  Even though the so-called guidance I received over and over during my years in the occult only served to lead me from sin to sin.  

Just as St. Ignatius said.

May God protect us all!  



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For more on the topic, please visit my Paranormal Investigation page.
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About the Holy Angels (Podcast EP 19)

July 20, 2023

About the Holy Angels Podcast Episode

Spiritual beings have been a very real force in my life. This includes my time in the New Age and occult as well as my experience after I returned to the Church.

I began spiritual formation with Opus Angelorum in order to better understand my past and to improve my relationship with my guardian angel in the here and now.  This came at a tme when I was unsure about the future the podcast, which was (as of this episode still called New Age To Catholic).

I decided to start talking about the angels and what I was I learning with the OA in the podcast below. After I recorded it, I decided to change the name of the podcast to Angels Beside Us (like this blog).

I hope these short monthly recaps of what I'm learning will be of use!

About This Episode

In this episode, I talk about my new course of study - God's holy angels - and the reality of our personal guardian angel. I also talk about the direction this is taking in terms of my upcoming content and share a great resource for further study OpusAngelorum.org (I mistakenly said dot com in the video).

For more on spiritual warfare, modern day occultism, and the Catholic faith please follow the show. New Age To Catholic - just like the blog!

  • To learn more about God's holy angels please visit OpusAngelorum.org
  • Find Angels Beside Us on most popular podcast apps!
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Bishop Athanasius Schneider on the Holy Angels

July 7, 2023

The video below contains a wonderful teaching on the holy angels from one of my favorite Bishops, Bishop Athanasius Schneider! Bishop Schneider is a clear and reasoned voice among the Bishops. He has staunchly defended the Society of St. Pius the X (whose services I attend) and the Traditional Latin Mass (TLM). In this video, he speaks eloquently on the holy angels!

(If you're seeing this post in the newsletter and don't see the video, please click here!)

For more on the holy angels, check out the Order of the Canons Regular of the Holy Cross YouTube channel, visit the Opus Angelorum website, or do both :)

Beautiful Picture of Bishop Schneider at Mass
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To learn more on Bishop Schneider's comments on the Society of St. Pius the X (SSPX) please click here. For more on the society please check out them out on YouTube or visit SSPX.org/en!
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The St. Michael Prayer in Latin and English

June 23, 2023


St Michael Prayer In Latin  

Sancte Michael Archangele, defende nos in proelio, contra nequitiam et insidias diaboli esto praesidium. Imperet illi Deus, supplices deprecamur: tuque, princeps militiae caelestis, in virtute Dei, in infernum detrude satanam aliosque spiritus malignos, qui ad perditionem animarum pervagantur in mundo. Amen.

Saint Michael Prayer in English 

Saint Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle, be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him, we humbly pray; and do thou, O prince of the heavenly host, by the power of God, cast into hell, Satan and all the evil spirits who prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls. Amen. 

Learning Latin Prayers

For me, it's much easier to learn a prayer in Latin when I can match up the Latin word or phrase with the English. This is why I always work on learning a new prayer using a side by side or line by line translation like the one below. 

While it's possible to guess the English meaning of some of the Latin when reading the prayers side by side, other lines and phrases can be confusing. If you use Chrome, you can translate the Latin by highlighting a given word or phrase with the Google Translate add-on (here). If you don't use Chrome just google Google Translate and copy and paste.

Side By Side / Line By Line Version (Latin and English)

Sancte Michael Archangele,
Saint Michael the Archangel,
defende nos in proelio,
defend us in battle,
contra nequitiam et insidias diaboli esto praesidium.
be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
Imperet illi Deus, supplices deprecamur:
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray;
tuque, princeps militiae caelestis,
and do thou, O prince of the heavenly host,
Satanam aliosque spiritus malignos, qui ad perditionem animarum pervagantur in mundo, divina virtute,
by the power of God, cast into hell, Satan and all the evil spirits who prowl about the earth,
in infernum detrude. Amen. seeking the ruin of souls. Amen.

Why Pray in Latin?

And Pilate wrote a title also, and he put it upon the cross. And the writing was: JESUS OF NAZARETH, THE KING OF THE JEWS.  This title therefore many of the Jews did read: because the place where Jesus was crucified was nigh to the city: and it was written in Hebrew, in Greek, and in Latin. - John 19:19,20 (Douay Rheims Bible)

It commonly said that the devil hates Latin and, in my own experience with prayer, this is absolutely true. Latin (along with Greek and Hebrew) is a sacred language by virtue of its use upon the cross. It is also the language of the Mass.

The angels love the Mass. For me, attending the traditional Latin Mass with an awareness of the presence of the angels is beyond beautiful. When I drop to my knees for the Sanctus, I can almost feel them hovering, gentle and pure, all around us.

At every Holy Mass, heaven is opened for us and we join in the praise and adoration of the Angels who stand night and day before the Throne of God singing unceasingly, “Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God Almighty..." Through the perfection of their praise, the Holy Angels can lead us more deeply into this praise of God and loving communion with Him and His divine Son in the Sacred Liturgy. - The Holy Mass as Communio (Opus Angelorum Circular: Advent 2021)

Holy Communion by Angelo Graf von Courten, 1848-1925.

Printable St. Michael Prayer Card

If you'd like a printable St. Michael English - Latin Prayer Card (as pictured below), please check out the new listing in my Etsy shop here. This is folding prayer card to allow for the English and Latin versions of the prayer (85¢).

Front of the St. Michael English - Latin Prayer Card

Inside of St. Michael English - Latin Prayer Card

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You can use Google Translate offline as well. More info here.


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Real EVP & Why Paranormal Investigation is Dangerous (Podcast EP 18)

June 14, 2023

In this episode of my podcast, I share my thoughts on paranormal investigation and a short but very clear EVP.  While I know that a lot of people investigate the paranormal with the best of intentions, in my experience paranormal investigation was a gateway to the occult. 

For more on paranormal investigation and phenomena, please check out my paranormal page.  To follow my podcast, just look for New Age To Catholic on your favorite podcast app or visit my podcast page at NewAgeToCatholic.org.

For more on this topic please check out my upcoing ebook "Of Light and Dark" (book updates via my elist)
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Angels and Unseen Forces

June 7, 2023


I left the New Age and occult in late 2017 and returned to my Catholic faith in early 2020. Much of what happened prior to that was dark. But the funny thing was - I didn't recognize it. 

For me, the New Age was all light and color and feel-good energy. And every time I started to think otherwise, a bright and sparkly new course of study would drop into my lap. This, I told myself, was a sign that I was being guided by unseen forces. Which, of course, I was.

But those forces were not of God. Or His angels.

The Discernment of Spirits

Shortly after my return to the Faith, I discovered "The Rules of St. Ignatius For the Discernment of Spirits." The Rules gave me a tool I could use to understand spiritual influence and where it was coming from.

The Rules are a set of 16th century instructions meant to help us decide if a given experience is from our guardian angel (good spirit) or from the enemy (evil spirit). The first thing I noticed about The Rules was that rule number one was the exact opposite of what the New Age and occult taught.

Almost all New Age and occult teachers tells their students to trust their intuition. But all this really meant was that we were supposed to rely on our emotions. If a spiritual experience felt positive we were told to "trust our intuition" and accept it.

I did this for seven solid years but, while I had some success in business, my life as a whole did not get better. In fact, it got worse.

St. Ignatius helped me understand why that happened.

First Rule. The first Rule: In the persons who go from mortal sin to mortal sin, the enemy is commonly used to propose to them apparent pleasures, making them imagine sensual delights and pleasures in order to hold them more and make them grow in their vices and sins. In these persons the good spirit uses the opposite method, pricking them and biting their consciences through the process of reason. - St. Ignatius, The Rules for Discernment of Spirits 

The sins in my life when I was involved in the occult might not sound all that bad. But if you look at sin as moving away from (rather than towards God), my New Age and occult practices definitely qualified. And the pattern was just as St. Ignatius described.

While I was happy skating from one occult experience to the next, at some point I would always began to feel that whatever it was I was doing wasn't quite right. This I think was my guardian angel giving me poking at my conscience. But before I could figure out exactly what was troubling me, a new spiritual experience would lead me on to some other New Age practice.

That, I believe was the bad angel (or enemy) leading me from sin to sin. Content but deluded. 

The Angel God Promises

He said, “Fear not, for those who are with us are more than those who are with them.” Then Eli′sha prayed, and said, “O Lord, I pray thee, open his eyes that he may see.” So the Lord opened the eyes of the young man, and he saw; and behold, the mountain was full of horses and chariots of fire... - 2 Kings 6:16-17 (Revised Standard Version Catholic Edition)

While a lot of what the New Age has to say about angels is inaccurate, it is right in this: We do have angels to guide us. Each individual, in fact, has a dedicated guardian angel. This is a truth of the Catholic faith that can be found in both the Bible and the catechism. 

According saints like St. Ignatious and St. Thomas Aquinas, our guardian angel communicates with us through our conscience and our imagination. He may inspire us and give us new ideas. Or help us think twice when something is taking us in the wrong direction. 

Very occasionally, our holy guardian angel might even speak aloud. This happened to me just before my oldest son's accident and has happened to lots of other people in similar circumstances. But it is something that only happens on occasion.

To see our angel is even rarer and, to me, that makes sense. 

I have never seen my guardian angel. But I've had dreams and visions about evil spirits, and even though those experiences were deceptive, they made an impressive. Enough of an impression to make me think that if one of God's angels showed themselves to us, it would be very hard to process. 

Which is why, in my opinion, having a vision of God's holy angels is something that is usually reserved for the saints.

Unlike the fallen angels, God's angels aren't quick to provide people with sensory / spiritual experience. But they are with us and they are a source of help and comfort to us all.

There is a LOT more to say about the holy guardian angels. I'll be writing more about the angels as I move forward with my studies. So please check back! 
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  • For more about my experience with the demonic, please check out My Testimony or Paranormal Page. 
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The St. Benedict Medal and Protection from Evil Spirits

May 25, 2023

St. Benedict medal and materials from Christ the King Priory.  

Where I Got My Saint Benedict Medal 

I decided to get a St. Benedict Medal after I heard Catholic exorcist Fr. Chad Ripperger recommend it on YouTube.  It was important for me to get a medal that was already blessed so I decided to order mine from the St. Benedict Center at Christ the King Priory a Benedictine monastery, mission and retreat center in Schuyler, Nebraska, US.  

The material and Medal I received from the priory is pictured above.  I chose a smaller sized gold plated Medal. It is very nice, as you can see from the pictures, and was only $10 plus shipping. This is the direct link to order a medal. (Please note, I have no financial relationship with the priory!)

About The Jubilee Medal of St. Benedict

The power of St. Benedict is revealed in this small object that has been fostered by his spiritual sons many years.  Marvelous is the aid which the St. Benedict Medal affords to its devout wearers in the manifold necessities of soul and body. (From the pamphlet included with the Medal as pictured below)

One of the primary protections of the St. Benedict Medal is that it is believed to protect against evil spirits. 

Material and pamphlet I received

Origin and Explanation of the Medal

St. Benedict (born at Nursia, Italy, in 480 AD) had a profound veneration for the holy cross and for our Savior Crucified.  In virtue of the Sign of the Cross, he wrought many miracles and exercised great power over the spirits of darkness.  In consequence of the great veneration in which St. Benedict was held from the early Middle Ages, it followed that a Medal was struck. (From the Pamphlet included with the Medal)

Meaning of the Latin 

The front of the Medal shows St. Benedict holding a cross and the rule that he wrote to guide his own monastery. This rule is still in use today in Benedictine monasteries around the world. 

Around the image of St. Benedict are these words in Latin:  "May his presence protect us in the hour of death."  St. Benedict has ever been the patron of the dying, because of the circumstances attending his own most glorious death, for he breathed forth his soul while standing in prayer before the Most Blessed Sacrament. (From the Pamphlet included with the Medal) 

The Letters on the Other Side of the Medal 

On the cross side of the medal we find the letters C S S M L - N D S M D, initials of the words Crux sacra sit mihi lux! Numquam draco sit mihi dux! The English translation for this is, "May the holy cross be my light! May the dragon never be my overlord!"). The large C S P B stand for Crux Sancti Patris Benedicti or "The Cross of [our] Holy Father Benedict."  This letters are pictured in my St. Benedict medal below.  

The other side of my medal
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EVP Clip Only (EP 17)

May 16, 2023

My shortest episode ever!

About this Episode

This is a single word EVP recording that has not been manipulated or altered in any way. To most people, it sounds like the word 'good' pronounced with a German accent. What is interesting about this EVP, is that the voice (near the end of the recording) seems to be commenting on the human conversation that precedes it. I found the quality of the voice telling, too.

If I had to guess at how a demon might sound, this would be it. I will doing a future episode on the topic of paranormal investigation but wanted to make the clip available as a single download

We added in the St. Michael Prayer due to computer issues experienced by a friend after listening to the recording.

For more on spiritual warfare, modern day occultism, and the Catholic faith please follow New Age To Catholic on your favorite podcast app!

  • You can listen to my testimony in episodes 1 & 2 of the podcast - or online at newagetocatholic.com/e/returning-to-the-church-my-testimony-part-2/
  • You can also download my written testimony as a free PDF at BarbaraGraver.com/my-testimony



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Praying with the Angels

May 10, 2023

Print in my room. 
“Each one of us, even the poorest of the poor, has angels watching over him. The angels are glorious, pure and splendid, but they have been given to us as companions along the way of life. They have the task of watching over you all, so that you do not stray away from Christ, your Lord.” - Pope Pius XII, October 3, 1958 

Praying Alone 

I have a print of Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane hanging in my bedroom. And even though the trials I face are nothing compared to His, on a level, I can identify.

While Jesus prayed, on the eve of His crucifixion, his disciples slept. He knew what it was like to pray without human company. And, so do I.

I do understand, of course, that God is always listening. Just like I know He is always there when we pray. Sometimes I feel His presence and sometimes I don't. And when I don't, I can't help wishing that there were other people there to pray with me. 

Unfortunately, there are no family prayers in our house and no immediate possibility of them either. Or so I thought.

Because now, thanks to the Opus Sanctorum Angelorum (Work of the Holy Angels), I'm starting to see prayer in a different way. 

My New Course of Study

The Opus Angelorum (or OA) promotes devotion to the holy angels through Church approved spiritual formation. The Order offers a 12 month home study course with access to priests and religious if needed, various retreat locations, a nice selection of books and media, and a path to consecration at a nearby OA event.

Everything I've received from the OA so far is wonderful. This includes monthly Formation Letters, prayer cards and related books and booklet. Some of which are pictured below.

I'll be sharing more on what I'm learning in future posts. But in this one I want to talk about something I heard in a video by OA associated Fr. Matthew Hincks. 

The video explains the 12 ways you can grow with the angels. While all 12 suggestions were excellent, there was one that really stuck with me.

A New Way to Pray

I'll write out the 12 suggestions in my next blog post because it is my intent incorporate all of them into my life. But this morning I'm focusing on number eight, which I have already tried.

Pray with your Holy Guardian Angel.

Note the wording here. Fr. Hinck does not say that we should pray to our guardian angel (though we certainly can pray to him - provided we understand the difference between angels and God). Instead, Father is telling us to pray with our guardian angel. 

Fr. Hinck goes on to remind us that when two or three are gathered together in His name, Our Lord is present. For me, the idea that my guardian angel can serve as a companion in prayer was a revelation. So this morning, when I prayed the Rosary, I asked my guardian angel to pray along with me and then I asked the angels of various family members to join in. 

By the time we got to the Salve Regina, there was an entire company of us, there in my room praying. And I felt myself to be in wonderful company.

You can get Fr. Hinck's full teaching on this topic (Twelve Steps to a Living Friendship with the Guardian Angel) on the Opus Angelorum website for $4. I just picked it up and have already listened to it twice!

For where there are two or three gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.  - Matthew 18:20 (Douay-Rheims Bible)
Material from the OA.
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St. Anne & the War on Women

April 21, 2023

She shall not fear for her house in the cold of snow: for all her domestics are clothed with double garments.  She hath made for herself clothing of tapestry: fine linen, and purple is her covering.  Her husband is honourable in the gates, when he sitteth among the senators of the land.  She made fine linen, and sold it, and delivered a girdle to the Chanaanite.  Strength and beauty are her clothing, and she shall laugh in the latter day.  - Proverbs  31:21-25  

St. Anne is the mother of Mary, and grandmother of Jesus.  To be honest, I have never actually had a much of a devotion to St. Anne but today is her feast day which leads me to ask:

Why is St. Anne so important?   

A few years ago I might have said that St. Anne was important because she was the mother of Mary - and not been impressed.  Because, at that time in my life, I felt a little sorry for women who seemed to lose themselves in their children.  

And I very much wanted to be "more than a mother." 

Today, of course, I would be happy to go back and "just" be that.  But this post isn't about me, or at least not only about me.  It's about women and mothers why the enemy seems so determined to destroy us.

Back to the Garden

And the serpent said to the woman: No, you shall not die the death.  For God doth know that in what day soever you shall eat thereof, your eyes shall be opened: and you shall be as Gods... - Genesis 3:4-5

I saw a headstone once in the cemetery where many of the members of my family are buried.  Beloved Wife, it said on the front.  And then on the back, engraved so lightly I almost missed it:

"And where Eve was, there was Eden."

How beautiful, I thought then.  But now I think, how true.

As woman, we have the power to create or destroy our homes - practically, emotionally and spiritually. Which is probably why God did not want Israelite men to marry foreign (pagan) women.  

It is also, in my opinion, why Satan has targeted women - going all the way back to the beginning.

The lie Satan told Eve was the lie that brought down a third of God's holy angels - a false promise that has been made over and over again by the occult, and the New Age, and the society we live in.  

And it keeps right on repeating, telling us we can attain wisdom and enlightenment by exalting ourselves - and that freedom from authority is the key to our glory.

A Modern Application

He was a murderer from the beginning, and he stood not in the truth; because truth is not in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father thereof.  - John 8:44

The promise Satan made to Eve is a lie.  But it is persistent.

In modern society, the lie is shored up by things like abortion and divorce and the proliferation of single parent families - and all of this is destructive.  I know that first-hand because I got divorced when my youngest son was two and went on to head a single parent family.  Sadly, in many ways, my children have paid the price.

And they are not alone.

In a 2014 article by Clinical Professor of Pediatrics at the University of California, San Francisco, Dr. Jane Anderson cites multiple studies which identify the following challenges in children whose parents divorce:

  1. Lost time with each parent
  2. Decreased economic security
  3. Lose of emotional security
  4. Decreased social and psychological maturation
  5. Changes in outlook on sexual behavior
  6. Loss of religious faith and practice (Myers 1996)
  7. Decreased cognitive and academic stimulation
  8. Diminished physical health
  9. Increased risk of emotional distress

Dr. Anderson concludes by saying:
There are clearly negative long-term consequences of divorce—children, parents, and society all suffer. Wallerstein's long-term study shows that many children never have full “recovery” as each special event, holiday, or celebration reminds the child of his/her loss. Given these tremendous costs borne by all individuals affected by divorce, as well as the costs to society, it is the responsibility of physicians—especially pediatricians, who care for children in the context of their families—to advocate for public health policies that promote marriage and decrease the likelihood of divorce. - Dr. Jane Anderson, MD

So marriage and traditional approach to family is important. But what about St. Anne?

Interestingly, even though I am now a very different person, my opinion about St. Anne hasn't really changed.  I still think that St. Anne is important because she was a wife and a mother.  But I no longer see that as limiting.  

Instead, I understand that motherhood is the best part of God's plan for us and that therein lies grace.

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  • To read Dr. Anderson's article in full please see The Impact of Family Structure on the Health of Children: Effects of Divorce at the National Library of Medicine website.
  • For more on this topic, please see my video on Toxic Feminism.  Or Listen to the audio via the podcast player below.

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The Pope's Exorcist Review (Podcast EP 16)

April 14, 2023

Russell Crowe in the Pope's Exorcist  

Russell Crowe (of Gladiator fame) is an unlikely Fr. Gabriel Amorth. But he portray Fr. Amorth in the newly released film, "The Pope's Exorcist" anyway. 

The late Fr. Amorth was chief exorcist for the Diocese of Rome and the founder of International Association of Exorcists. He wrote a number of wonderful books and I have read all of them. In other words, I'm a huge fan. So I was prepared to hate Crowe's portrayal of the saintly Fr. Amorth. But I actually didn't. 

In my opinion, Crowe did a good job overall. He made the occasional joke (as did the real Fr. Amorth) and, to my untrained ear, his Italian accent (and Latin) was good. He did not try to be Fr. Amorth but he did try to build a likable character and I think he succeeded. 

Anti-Catholic Elements in the Film

My main concern about the film was not that it would be badly acted but that it would be strongly anti-Catholic, in the way of some other movies (like Prey for the Devil). And I wasn't the only the only one who expressed that concern 

Prior to the release of the film, the International Association of Exorcists made this observation on the trailer for "The Pope's Exorcist:"

...the Vatican environments, painted with the usual proven range of chiaroscuro colors, give the film a "Da Vinci Code" effect, for instill in the public the usual doubt: who is the real enemy? The devil or the ecclesiastical "power"? - Comunicato Stampa / Press Release – About the trailer for the film: “The Pope's Exorcist” (The International Association of Exorcists)

There WAS a Vatican conspiracy storyline in the film, as I discuss in my podcast episode, below. But it was focused mostly on the past. Also, as part of the larger plot of the movie, some clergy opposed Fr. Amorth because they didn't believe in evil spirits (or even necessarily evil). But the movie did not suggest that these clergy were the majority. 

While the trailer for "The Pope's Exorcist" did seem to suggest a very strong anti-Vatican conspiracy, it turned out to be a relatively minor plot point. The actual movie, in my opinion, was not wildly anti-Catholic. And I suspect that if any of the members of the International Association of Exorcists watch it, they will probably agree.

But they were right about the special effects.

The Problem with Special Effects

We conclude these brief considerations with a reference to the so-called "special effects" , inevitable in every film dedicated to the theme of diabolical possession. As has already happened in other films, everything is exaggerated, with striking physical and verbal manifestations, typical of horror films. Now, this way of narrating Don Amorth's exorcistic experience, in addition to being contrary to historical reality, distorts and falsifies what is truly lived and experienced during the exorcism of truly possessed people whom we, Catholic exorcists, celebrate according to the directives given by the Church. In addition, he is offensive towards the state of suffering in which those who are victims of an extraordinary action of the devil find themselves. - Comunicato Stampa / Press Release – About the trailer for the film: “The Pope's Exorcist” (The International Association of Exorcists)

Sadly, this seems to be what the public wants or what Hollywood thinks it wants. The biggest problem I have with this type of film is that it portrays the devil not necessarily as more powerful than he is in fact, but as far less subtle. 

There is a real danger in believing that Satan is obvious or clumsy - which we will discuss this in future posts.

In summary, I did not hate "The Pope's Exorcist" and wouldn't tell anyone (over 18 and not triggered by cursing and violence) that they shouldn't watch it. But I would encourage them to read what the real Fr. Amorth had to say about Satan.

To listen to my full review on the movie including some discussion of the sacramental of exorcism please check out the podcast below or find my podcast "New Age To Catholic" on most popular podcast apps.

Or, if you prefer, you can watch video episode of the podcast below (and follow my channel YouTube.com/c/barbaragraver if so inclined):


  • To read two of my favorite books by Fr. Amorth, please check out An Exorcist Explains the Demonic or Father Amorth: My Battle Against Satan (affiliate links).
  • To read the original statement by the International Society of Exorcists or support it in its very important work please visit their website (there is an English option for this particular page).
  • If you speak Italian, you can watch the documentary the Association discusses in their press release here. 
  • You can read my review of Prey for the Devil here

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Of Light and Dark

March 20, 2023

My Experience with Light and Dark   

I've toggled between light and dark enough, over the course of my life, for it to become a theme for me.  And angels and demons are part of that theme.  

Largely because I believe that I've had experience with both.   

I believe that I've felt the influence of my guardian angel on a few occasions.  And I'm quite sure that I dealt with the demonic, directly and repeatedly, during my time in the occult.

I have tried to write a full account of those experiences.  But I've failed to finish that book.

So, I decided to put a condensed version up here on the blog.  That may well be the end of that particular story.  But my interest in light and dark persists.  

Learning About Angels and Demons

I've been reading about angels and demons ever since I came back to the faith.  My reference, right now, is Catholic exorcist, Fr. Chad Ripperger's excellent book Dominion (affiliate link).

In Dominion, Fr. Ripperger breaks down the teachings of renowned "angel saint" (and flat-out genius) Thomas Aquinas on the topic of angels and demons.  And Ripperger does so in a way that sacrifices nothing.

Or that's my sense of it anyway.  I can't really know for sure because I find the writings of St. Thomas difficult.  Dominion on the other hand is perfectly readable.  (Which is not the same thing as saying the book is a breeze).

For me, reading Dominion is a little like reading a textbook and, as with many textbooks, the only way I can really be sure I'm not missing anything is by taking notes as I go.  This way of working through a book is slow going, however, and my wrist has been hurting lately - so I had set Dominion aside.

Then an interesting thing happened.  

Talking About Angels

This week, I received a Facebook message from someone I had done a bit of Internet radio with when I was still in the New Age and occult.   In the message I found a series of questions about my current beliefs. One in particular stood out.

"Do you still work with the angels?"  

I responded as best I could - basing much of what I said on what I'd learned from Fr. Ripperger's book.

I should get back to that book, I thought, and maybe I would have.  Or maybe not.

Then, as luck or providence would have it, I finished writing out my response and went for a walk.  I was only a few blocks from the house when I noticed a book lying on the pavement in front of me.  It was a Chicken Soup for the Soul book.  

I'm not really a huge a fan of the series but the title did catch my attention.  

"Believe in Angels."

I already do, I thought, though probably not in the way this particular book suggests.  

Later that day I shared a picture of the Chicken Soup angel book with the woman who'd sent the questions.  She felt certain I was meant to read it.  But it's my practice at this point in my life to stick with books that are true to the faith.

So I went back to Dominion, sore wrist and all, and began to take notes.



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Sharing Your Testimony: A 4 Step Model (Podcast EP 15)

March 10, 2023


In this episode I talk about how and why you should share your testimony about coming (or returning) to the Faith. I also share the four step model St. Paul used when he shared his testimony in Acts 22 and how you can adapt that model to your own story.

Learning about St. Paul's method was timely for me because I am writing a short ebook about my experience in the New Age and occult but I believe that everyone has a story and that we should all be sharing it. Whether you share your testimony in a book, a podcast, on YouTube, with your Church or simply with a friend, I encourage you to find your voice and do it.

Witnessing about what God has done in our lives is never time wasted!

For more on spiritual warfare, modern day occultism, and the Catholic faith please follow the show!

  • You can listen to my testimony in Episodes 1 & 2 or online at newagetocatholic.com/e/returning-to-the-church-my-testimony-part-2/
  • You can also download my written testimony as a free PDF at BarbaraGraver.com/my-testimony
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A Biblical Look at St. Michael, the Archangel

March 2, 2023

About This Image 

The image above is a colorized version of "Saint Michael" by Italian master Guido Reni (1575–1642).  This image is featured on the St. Michael printable prayer card available in my Etsy shop, Catholic Book And Card.  For the card, I tinted the original paint to the vivid blue associated with Saint Michael (as shown above).

Saint Michael in the Bible

Saint Michael, is one of three archangels the Bible mentions by name (the others being Saints Raphael and  Gabriel). Saint Michael is mentioned four times - twice in the Old Testament, and two more times in the new.  

The first reference is in the Book of Daniel. In Chapter 10 St. Michael comes to comfort Daniel after he has had a vision, and promises to be his helper in all things. In Daniel 12, St. Michael is called "the great prince who standeth for the children of Thy people."

In these references St. Michael is shown to support Israel during the seventy years of the Babylonian captivity. In writing about St. Michael Daniel, strove to show his people that God had not forgotten them, and remind them that even in bondage they had a royal champion. In St. Jude 9, we are told that Michael disputed with the devil over the body of Moses - an episode not mentioned elsewhere in the Bible.

In the Revelation (Chapter 12) we find the most dramatic reference to St. Michael. Here St. John recounts the great battle in Heaven, when the wicked angels under Lucifer revolt against God. In this passage, Michael, leading the faithful angels, defeats the hosts of evil and drives them out. 

Because of this victory, St. Michael is revered in Catholic tradition and liturgy as the protector of the Church. 

Michael's battle against the rebel angels has been painted by many artists (one such painting serves as the main banner of this blog). It has been written about various writers, as well, including the poet Milton in book 6 of Paradise.  

In the Eastern Church, St. Michael is placed over all the angels, as prince of the Seraphim. And, in Asia Minor, many curative springs were dedicated to him.

St. Michael is a powerful figure in spiritual warfare. He is considered to be the special patron of the sick, police officers, the military, the state of Israel and the Catholic Church.  St. Michael's emblems are a banner, a sword, a dragon, and scales. 

St. Michael's name is a variation of Micah, which asks (in Hebrew), "Who is like God?"  It is the same question posed by Moses in Exodus 15:1-11. The passage, also called the Song of the Sea, is thought to be a very old section of Scripture that can still be heard today in the Mi Kamocha of Jewish worship:

Who is like You among the gods, Adonai? Who is like you? Glorious in holiness, awesome in praises...

About Michaelmas

Today September 29th is St. Michael’s feast day. During the middle ages this day - known as Michaelmas - was a holy day of obligation.  

In 1969, the Novus Ordo Calendar added combined the feasts of St. Gabriel and St. Raphael with St. Michael's and discontinued the individual feasts of the archangels. Traditional Latin Mass congregations using the pre 1962 liturgical calendar keep the original dates for all three feasts.  So, for me, this is St. Michael's day alone.

The SSPX (Society of St. Pius the X) devotional newsletter suggests that today is a good day to read the proper of the Mass of St. Michael, as found in the traditional missal.  The newsletter also encourages us to "pray to St. Michael when temptations arise, especially those related to abuses of the internet, radio, and telephone." 

The St. Michael Prayer

The Saint Michael Prayer is an amazing prayer for spiritual warfare.  The abridged version (below) is short and easy to memorize and it can be said anytime you are feeling in need of spiritual protection.  The prayer was written in Oct. 1, 1884 by Pope Leo XIII following a disturbing mystical experience at Mass.

The Pope had just finished celebrating Mass when he suddenly stood transfixed in front of the altar as if in a trance, his face drained of color. Once recovered, he went to his office and composed a prayer to St. Michael. He told his staff the prayer should be offered throughout the Church.

Pope Leo told others that he had heard two voices which he believed to voices of Our Lord and of Satan. The Pope heard Satan boast that he could destroy the Church in 75 or 100 years, if given the opportunity. Then he heard Our Lord give Satan permission to make the attempt.

The prayer was recited after Low Mass in the Catholic Church from 1886 until it was discontinued in 1964. Thirty years later, in his Regina Coeli address, Pope John Paul II said, “Although the prayer is no longer recited at the end of Mass, I ask every one not to forget it and to recite it to obtain help in the battle against the forces of darkness and against the spirit of the world.”

I'm happy to say that, at the SSPX Chapel I attend, the priest leads the faithful in the prayer to St. Michael after each and every Mass!

Saint Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle. Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him, we humbly pray; and do Thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host - by the power of God - cast into hell, Satan and all the evil spirits, who roam about the world seeking the ruin of souls. Amen. 

To purchase the St. Michael printable prayer card (75¢ US) please check out my Etsy listing here.

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